On This day
I've been defeated and brought down a peg. You see I was suppose to be going to my friends weed-ing on Saturday but I wont be able to go since I am now working nights on Saturday and opening on Sunday and because of this I can go. So there's nothing I can do about that so I will just go make some cash and make it up to them a nother time.
I am going to continue with some more of things that are bothering me. You see there are more non believers that I can at times be a rude person. Today I ran into someone I went to high school with, this person was a complete jerk to me. See this person was good at sports and all that crap. Well where did I see this person? Working at a fast food place. I saw them and talked to them and pritty much told them " You have gone no where in life, your stuck in the same mind set that you were 3 years a go. and I told them that they can just go to hell" I know the way it sound on here doesn't seem cool but trust me the way that It came out of my mouth it sounded cool.
The other day one of my friends from school said something about one of my earlier posts saying how it was directed to my fellow class mate at college this couldn't further from the truth. It was direct to other people that I know. You see El tiro grande if I don't like people in our class I will tell them to their face.
I know some people think that I am real hard on my that I put too much pressure on my self. Maybe I do but there is a reason for this you see I want to be the best at what I do! So I try some times too hard and push my self over the edge where I get stuck and can't keep going, and I have to work even harder to do the job right. That could be one of the many cause why I don't have a girl friend. Its not that I say or do stupid things, I just get very self doubting of my self. One of my friends from school is a ladies man 90% of all girls he talks to he can get their number, me on the other hand 99% of girls turn me down. Maybe I go about it the wrong way or I'm afraid I will screw up and end up screwing up.
I am going to continue with some more of things that are bothering me. You see there are more non believers that I can at times be a rude person. Today I ran into someone I went to high school with, this person was a complete jerk to me. See this person was good at sports and all that crap. Well where did I see this person? Working at a fast food place. I saw them and talked to them and pritty much told them " You have gone no where in life, your stuck in the same mind set that you were 3 years a go. and I told them that they can just go to hell" I know the way it sound on here doesn't seem cool but trust me the way that It came out of my mouth it sounded cool.
The other day one of my friends from school said something about one of my earlier posts saying how it was directed to my fellow class mate at college this couldn't further from the truth. It was direct to other people that I know. You see El tiro grande if I don't like people in our class I will tell them to their face.
I know some people think that I am real hard on my that I put too much pressure on my self. Maybe I do but there is a reason for this you see I want to be the best at what I do! So I try some times too hard and push my self over the edge where I get stuck and can't keep going, and I have to work even harder to do the job right. That could be one of the many cause why I don't have a girl friend. Its not that I say or do stupid things, I just get very self doubting of my self. One of my friends from school is a ladies man 90% of all girls he talks to he can get their number, me on the other hand 99% of girls turn me down. Maybe I go about it the wrong way or I'm afraid I will screw up and end up screwing up.
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