Just Understand

Well another day has gone bye and another board day. See today in class one of my friends was saying how I never said his name in a post well
El Tiro Grande
I just said your name there you go shooter.

Well I was just looking through my picture locations and found out the my mom deleted my entire Alberta Picture Sets that makes me really mad. Ok so here goes my rant for the day. People have a had time that I like to do nice things for people its just how I'm, you see when I went to the movies with a friend who is a few years younger then me, my friend saw me there and said " Who is ur little friend there" And I said she is just a friend and I'm doing my good for the day.
Well I goto school on Monday and everyone is making a big deal and I said that I was just being a friend and doing my good deed. Well since people have a hard time understanding why I do good things for people we have to take a step to a phrase I should start using again.

" If your nice to me, I'm nice to you. If your a jerk, an A$$ etc to me then I wont help you in a time of need"

Why do people have such a hard time seeing where I'm coming from. I like getting along with people and doing nice things for them time to time. And it pisses me off that people don't understand why I do it. You know it could be a pride thing, when I do good things I feel good about my self. Maybe if everyone was a little nicer to each other maybe there would be less hate .

MY PAST

See back in the before I was in college I was harassed on a daily basis for 11.5 years and I became a hatefully person I didn't like many people so I leard how to have a though skin and defend my self quickly that's why when people are joking with me I take it so seriously and that's not good I have gotten better but I am still on the defensive.

Oh, why are we so sad?
Are we feeling hurt by their evil lies and all those empty words?

So many years ago, many more than I'dEven care to bear in my mind From the darkest of all places